I have so much to tell, to share, and to wonder damn lol with you. Even though my mother is gone no

My dear, here I am. After all stronger and more sensitive than ever. Thank you for all the love, prayers and cordially Presence, which I have received from you during the last month and a half to receive. I once had a concrete experience of collective energy and the power of prayer; the force of which I have already damn lol written on this blog for five years. The way together, holding each other's sides come out anywhere. With love. As Ammakin says:
I have so much to tell, to share, and to wonder damn lol with you. Even though my mother is gone now, I can not feel anything more than just great gratitude for everything. It's Love, which he donated departure time, there is something so amazing that I have not been able to feel sadness and pity him leave at any time. My body has certainly gone through a state of shock and responded damn lol to the most amazing ways, but my heart is not only full of light, lightness, and so much love that it has at times been confusing to believe. We have been in the Finnish society taught that death is scary and painful thing. Indigenous peoples, in turn, have organized always a party when someone has got freedom's death. I also own surprise, I experienced it that way. I celebrated in my heart the life of the mother, was not happy about everything he got in his life to experience the light and the love of his own existence, which he brought to this world. Furthermore, damn lol I know him very strongly by my side, he smiles a lot. The mother passed away following news coverage of the people I got a terrible lot of messages of condolences and compassion. With tears of gratitude, and I took them against each, and I was confused about how many news felt like touching. One message among many others got tears of gratitude especially to my eyes. For me, an unknown Helena writes: "Your mother laugh tears through., He speaks of raindrops and telling to see the rainbow., He says, that you understand damn lol and show the end legs with high heels:" I've got now is such. "Mother-was cut from each leg crippled bones, and he had not been able to keep the condition of high heels for years., he always admired my lovely damn lol high heels. now he can again enjoy the little damn lol joys of life!
Mother's funeral after I flew back to America. This time I had time to have a two-night instead arrive more than a week. That was a week ago - no more and no less - elämänmullistava. When the plane landed in Reno Airport, and saw the mountains ................... I knew why I've been waiting to travel to that country so passionately for over 20 years. Fair during the week I got to see and experience the most mind-boggling places that I have encountered in my entire life. In addition, I had my guide, Shawn, who once lived in the mountains of Yosemite for 11 years. He knows all the places in that area, each of the mountain damn lol as the back of his hand: in addition to that he is terribly talented photographer, he is also a long-time, hard-core climber. Even drove to Reno Shawn creates a totally damn lol mind-blowing passes through the mountains, damn lol I felt how all the hidden lain dormant creativity would be the time to explode out of me. It was as if every mountain, every lake, a huge tall tree and the sparkling sun in the sky would have been all of a sudden the whole song, just waiting to get out of me. My heart wept with gratitude, I knew that I had come home. Now that I am right where I always damn lol knew I belong. I know that so many of us in America have a completely different picture. But it's America, which I got to explore, it was just, you just need this stage of life. The most striking result was the people's positivity. And the fact that it seemed to come really far from the heart. That positivity and energy up to the mountain of my skin suddenly started to heal mystically. I began to breathe in a new way, dress up spontaneously in a completely different way, and before I knew it, the mirror looked completely different woman than the one who had gone to the first reissulleen months earlier. I got a very concrete experience how important it is that we live in such an environment and the people in the middle, which resonate in our souls with the right frequency. Last week, I returned back to Finland. I got to spend the weekend in Tango, Tango where we celebrated 30 anniversary of the big festival concert. damn lol On Saturday, we were still konsertoida Cross Plains, and on Sunday I had the presence of Saukkola Natural High Healing Festival. Just a huge wonderful! Sunday's concert fell short for me now and then so far the last concert damn lol moment of time. You see, I fell in love with mountain life and energy, so that I plan an early departure back. I want to write a new book